Things are Changing in the Caballero House

       After I came home from bible study last night my husband expressed to me that he really want to get his walk right with God. He also apologized to me for not trying sooner. Even thought we had this talk in florida right before We came home I did most of the talking (like always). So I didn't know where he stood with all of it and I wasn't sure if He was really on board. Hearing that from him felt amazing and I can't wait to see all the changes God is going to bring in his life. I've been focusing on my walk with God a lot lately in the past few days. I'm loving every min. of it I'm so happy and excited to see all that God has in store for me and I am determine to not turn my back on God for the world. I have been doing bible study with my friend from church Lacey once a week and last year I was doing a devotational Power of a Postive Wife with my friend Des. since she left to CO we stopped doing it so I've decided to start that devotional again once a week. I'm excited to start this book again and I will be updating things in the faith portion of this blog like I was doing last year. Other then that nothing new has been going on. if you want to hear about my fitness you can check out my fitness blog http://kkhhhjgfgdx.blogspot.com/  ( yes I know the url is dumb it, wouldn't let me save anything else I thought of.)


Camla
P.S.
I will be posting recipes once a week of meals i make at home.

Pre deployment leave

        So I'm back in Orlando Florida for Danny's vacation before he deploys. Although it feels great seeing family,it's hard splitting time between them. Not to mention they live down the street from each other. I can honestly say that I am dreading going home while he deploys.. I'm so use to living alone and cleaning and cook when, how and what I wanted. Its going to be hard living in someones house under their rules. I feel like this is just the beginning not to mention my weight has been the topic amung my family since I stepped off the plane.

           So last month Daniel and I spend all of our free time hanging out with his friends and drinking. I'm so Dissappointed in that all I wanted to do was be alone with him and spend time with him. Because I knew after we got back from Florida he wouldn't have time for me. But he didn't care and he choose to do whatever he wanted. Me being me I went along with it because I'd rather be with him even if I'm at a party. As a married Christian women I feel like I've abandoned my morals to please my husband. Thats not me I hate being like that it's immature and wrong. I'm not saying drinking and getting together is wrong. I'm just saying getting drunk and partying is not what I want in my life and in my marriage. I need to get focused back on track and fully devote myself to the lord.There has been this fire in my heart longing to do that it I have been ignoring it for my husband. That is going to change I'm so ready to turn a new leaf. Hopefully this next month in a half I can focus on my relationship with the lord and bettering myself inside and out. I'm ready for a change. I've decided to make a workout blog just to talk about my daily struggles and my triumphs in fitness. I can't wait to begin that.
 Camla